Wish I Could Turn Back The Page

Posted Oct 18, 2009. Filed under Site, Life, School, Personal, Changes, Happiness, Online, Feelings. 18 comments.

I haven’t blogged in SUCH a long time and I have to say, I’m really disappointed with myself. I haven’t even returned comments in such a long time (like, days!) and I’ve only returned one just a few moments ago. There has been a lot going on and I have to say I am happy with it but mostly I’m not; I only went out yesterday since I started school like three weeks ago or so. I had so much fun yesterday, now I feel so much better! Everyone deserves a break once in a while!

Today is the school fair and, obviously, I’m not going. I haven’t in quite a while. I was supposed to go last year since I was part of this environment organisation and I was president at the time and we had to sell stuff and all… and I didn’t go BUT I couldn’t on that day, heh. This year’s just plain “I don’t wanna!” I have been getting so much homework these last few days; it’s utterly unbelievable. I finished quite an amount of homework yesterday; and I have quite a lot to do today, too. Though I’ll finish it up in a giffy. I think I’m going out with my parents today, which is a good thing. We haven’t in a while and I think my parents deserve it for themselves.

There have been so many deaths going on this year; moreover in the past few months! Now Stephen Gately from Boyzone has left us, too. Who’s next? It’s really frustrating to know that there are so many people dying out there all of a sudden. It’s just so disorienting, you know?

Well, I haven’t returned all the comments from my last blog so I’ll get to them soon because I’ve recently got a feeling of blogging, commenting and updating again! My site deserve it. So do my commentors; they do need that comment to be returned! ;) I’ll sadden myself if I don’t give comments back, lol. How sad, eh? Some people just really don’t give a fuck. :| So on a note like this I end this blog; Be grateful of what you have. You never know what will happen so it’s good that you always do it the proper way!

It’s All False Love And Affection

Posted Oct 3, 2009. Filed under Site, Life, School, Personal, Changes, Lessons, Happiness, Online, Feelings. 38 comments.

Finally! A Saturday! I haven’t blogged in such a long time. I already had my first week of school, too! Talk about how time flies, huh? I’m like, “I’m going to start school soon/on Monday!” and now the first week’s already gone! xD Time doesn’t wait for anyone, indeed!

Alright, so, I thought I’d do a blog on the first week of my 11^th grade experience. Might as well haha. So, last Monday, as I went in I was quite nervous, though till registration and all that it was ok. After I went to a couple of classes and all (there are teachers who, thank God, stayed) and once I had lessons with the new teachers…. I was somewhat O_O. The maths teacher… she is oh my fucking fuck. She’s SO short, probably in her late 40s-early 50s and she is SO strict. I think she’s a foreigner too even though her last name is local… Well she somewhat has two last names so the last one is from here, heh. Not sure on the first one. The English one happened to be English lol. Or British, whatever! He’s somewhat cute and he’s probably in his middle 20s or early 30s. Lmao, weird right? So yeah, he’s SO funny in class. He always seems to fool around and we all enjoy it and laugh and all. We’re doing animal farm and he always imitates them and stuff so it’s all cool! At least one teacher I like. The Chemistry teacher (new, too) is a doctor and she is SO calm and all though somewhat strict. She really makes someone understand easily… If you know what I mean. She makes it look so easy and with her teaching you get motivated, kind of. I’m so sad on my past Chemistry teacher though (she is still teaching part-time) and we… well my parents happen to know her and her husband and all. Well… KNEW her husband since he died. Yeah… so let’s leave it at that.

That was some general information on a few new teachers so that’s enough. It seemed to go alright, though the homework and work itself is hard (of course it is! What do you expect, Dia?!) x.x So yeah… I barely have time to go on the computer so these days I’m worshipping weekends lmfao. It’s thanks to the weekend that I got to blog now. I have to give in my coursework too next week, let’s hope I get a good mark on it! ;P I have my public examinations in a few months (of next year, though). There may be quite some time left, but it isn’t. It takes a lot of time to study so many subjects. I won’t give up though. I will try my best. As always.

So I think I’ll stop here. I want to ask a few questions, I’m starting to like this! ;)

1. How was your first week of school/university/college or wherever you go to?
2. What are your favourite subjects?
3. Any new teachers?
4. What was the last song you listened to?

Until next time, see ya! xoxo

I Can’t Help Thinking This Is How It Ought To Be

Posted Sep 19, 2009. Filed under Site, Life, School, Changes, Happiness, Online. 77 comments.

Finally, yes! What all of you have probably been waiting for! NEW LAYOUT! Refresh if it doesn’t show up! Yes, woo! What do you think, everyone? I would like to give out a big thanks and hug to Georgina my lovely host and Ellen my friend! I’m really grateful to them!

Now that the new layout is up I’m really revved up and I’ll start working on content! Possibly new avatars and a few more other graphics and such. So expect them to come soon! I’m sure as you know, I’m very happy at the moment! ;) The layout’s finally up, yes! Haha. No big deal I know but this will be up for a while now due to school and all. The site deserved a new look, too! ;)

Some of you may know I have a domain in progress too, though it expires in January 2010. I want to put articles up on it and such and once it expires I’ll have them put up here. I don’t think I’ll renew the domain. The name’s not very trendy either. But I’m glad I got it so thanks to Garrie for it!

So, this basically is an update blog! Tell me what you think of the new layout, please! I’ve been talking a lot about it and it’s finally up! <3 Enjoy it! Now I can start school with a big, happy grin on my face! A dream come true? Lmao. I don't think so. Or do I? Meh! So yeah! YOUR IDEAS, PLEASE! =) xoxo

Subsided

Posted Sep 13, 2009. Filed under Site, Life, School, Personal, Media, Changes, Online. 34 comments.

First of all, I’d like to say thank you all for the 51 comments on my previous blog! And about all that me feeling down lately, I’ve gotten better. Thank you all! xoxo. I’m having a tummy ache though, and I’ve been feeling it since last night. I took a while to sleep but as I woke up this morning… Fail. It’s like someone’s squashing something in my tummy! It hurts so much. I’ve taken a lot of things already, and it did stop, but it seems to be starting again. Oh, joy.

Today’s a rainy day. It stops raining and then it starts again. The sky is a light gray, and it makes me sort of sleepy whenever I look at it. I like this type of weather, though just the clouds make me feel a bit down and really sleepy. That’s the only think I particularly hate about Winter. Ugh. My head kind of hurts, too.

This month school is going to start, and I won’t be able to blog and update as much. Neither will i return comments really fast like I do these days… It’s going to be a hard year. :| I hope I do well. I cannot afford not to. Although I guess I might be on Twitter and tweet a few tweets! Those aren’t as hard to do so! ;)

Sorry for the boring and life-wasting blog, but I just felt I sort of had to blog today. Haha, I’m sure there are worse blogs out there, though! I’ve watched switched the TV channel to Disney Channel. I want to watch something Disney!

I haven’t given questions in a while, so I’ll give some today!

1. Have you ever felt so dull and sort of a fish out of the water lately?
2. What is/are your favourite TV channels?
3. Did you ever feel like sometimes you seriously don’t know what to blog about?

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Posted Sep 6, 2009. Filed under Site, Life, School, Personal, Changes, Happiness, Online. 51 comments.

Oh my god. I haven’t blogged in quite a long time now, have I? I’ve been going through… a lot of stress lately.Sort of some depression. I’d prefer to not exactly call it that way though. I’ve been dazing on and about whether I can manage to do some things or not. I’ve been focusing way too much on homework and games that I’m not really taking care of myself anymore, and my site for that matter. I’m soon finished with my Environmental Studies coursework so I can probably come back and update with the site again. I’ve just been feeling so down lately that I’m really lazing about and not doing anything anymore except read other people’s tweets, tweet myself and basically just chat on MSN. But nothing else. Man. I wish this changes soon!

On another note; today is my friend’s birthday! She is 15, too! I sent her a card last Friday and she got it yesterday… She sent me an SMS thanking me for it! That kinda made me feel better in a way. Also, tomorrow is my niece’s birthday, too! She will be 4! How sweet. They grow up so fast! (And I’m serious on that one! XD) We bought her a card of SpongeBob SquarePants since she loves the show. And on the 9^th it’s my aunt’s birthday… etc. etc. Yeah. Lots of birthdays and occasions in September. ;)

So yes, I definitely won’t be here since I’ll go out with my family and all and celebrate my niece’s birthay! It will be a fun day, I hope. I just wish that the situation I am in changes so I won’t have to keep thinking about it when school starts or else I’d seriously be in some form of depression by then. I haven’t returned some comments in a while, too. I’m sorry for that! I’ll return them and get back to some updates with the sites thanks to some inspiration from a few of my lovely angels!